

because Im avoiding the fact that im missing someone very much and reading and seeing anything he updates or posts in my news feed on facebook or here on tumblr makes me even more depressed so i apologize world if i seem like im ignoring you, im just ignoring facebook and all of these things that make me sad or make me miss him even more…but it is what it is
<3</3<3
Was to fix things
there is nothing for me to do here, Im not into the whole drink until you puke your insides out and im definitely not a smoker. My lungs cant handle anything =/…so Idk what to do here I mean im just sitting at home…bored to death…lonely because all my friends have moved on to doing things that I just plain out disagree with and or they all have moved on to other places and other things, and it’s wierd im hanging out with my parents….i kind of hate it though….their getting old and they dont like going out much and doing anything fun..=/ im 20 years old, in my prime and yet i cant figure out what to do…I wish i lived back in Dallas sometimes I miss people I miss going on adventures, I miss seeing my boyfriend and our late night drives and late night movies…I miss running around and chasing ducks..i miss Ihop and Walmart at 3 in the morning..siigh…..im so happy it’s summer but I miss my friends, i miss my old friends when they were actually fun good friends, I miss my boyfriend…I just feel miserable right now and im tired of sitting inside this dark house..im tired of hearing the television…i just want to go somewhere and stay there for a while……ugghhhh….shoot me please….or just someone steal me
Why?…I dont understand why………………………………
of feeling this way
Things would get better, or be better or something